A Month!

The last time I remember I was celebrating a month of you being close to me. And, now, I am crying over a month of you being away from me. I hope no one ever has to feel this pain. It is an awful feeling and very difficult to bear. It is very difficult. I don’t know for how long I will have to bear this pain. Sometimes, I don’t even want to think about you, because I feel I cannot bear the pain anymore. Then, there are times, I want to know each and every thing that is going on with you, thinking it will lessen the pain. I don’t know what to do. I just don’t know what to do.

I had waited for nine whole months, dreaming and planning, for you to be in my arms. But, I never expected this to get over so quickly. I miss you so much. I miss you so much. I make duaa every moment for you to come back. I have never felt so much pain before. My baby, my daughter, is so far away from me. Maybe this pain is an expiation of my sins, alhamdullilaah ala kulli haal.

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